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Memory Lane Sucks...

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 9:18 AM
  • Mood: Alarmed
  • Listening to: A Very Potter Musical
  • Playing: Pokemon Sapphire! (on my gameboy... old-school!)
  • Eating: Jatz
  • Drinking: Water
So today I took a little trip down (as you may have guessed) Memory Lane. I decided I'd go and look up my first ever account on dA from 5 years ago and take a look at all the stuff that past-me used to think about. (keep in mind that this account was devoted to poetry)

I have only one thing to say to past-me:

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! You have some serious issues that I hope to god get sorted out by your 20th birthday else present-me will never forgive myself!!

Seriously! There was sooo much bloody whiny emo shit on there. The number of times I saw "death", "wrist", "blood", "rope" and "gun" written there was UN-BE-LEEEVABLE. Here is an example:

10 - People like people who don’t disappoint

9 - People who are perfect all the time

8 - I have a tendency to fail

7 - I’ll tell you why this is so

6 - I disappoint people

5 - That is my problem

4 - I can’t help it

3 - I don’t try

2 - I just…

1 - Do.

0 - That's why I have to DIEEEEEE!!!!! (<- ok so I made up that last line... but I may as well have written it back then)

And that (if you can believe it) was one of the happier ones.

The one good thing I have to say about past-me was at least they didn't all say the same thing in the same way. I apparently liked to muck about with structure a lot which meant that at least I wasn't boring. It was just the content that bothered me. I found maybe 3 poems with a happy ending amongst the 30ish on there. The only poem I found that I was sort of proud to think I'd written back then was one based on the horror of the Tsunami of 2005(ithink).

So anyway, from now until past-me sorts herself out, we're not talking. She's got 3 weeks before present me turns 20 - that's the deadline.

-ohshit I said "dead"... my god does that mean I still have issues???-

(a very concerned) Jazz

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Sydney, Australia
  • Interests: Jazz, other music i.e. playing trombone, piano, singing etc...
  • Favourite movie: Robin Hood: Men In Tights; anything comedy; anything by Tim Burton; The Dark Knight
  • Favourite band or musician: QUEEN!, Jamie Cullum, Ella Fitzgerald, the Beatles, Reel Big Fish, Stevie Wonder, Michael Jackson...
  • Favourite genre of music: Jazz, ska, classic rock...etc
  • Favourite artist: Renoir
  • Favourite poet or writer: Douglas Adams, Alan Bennett, Neil Gaiman
  • Favourite style of art: Jazz improv.
  • Operating System: Anything PC can do my MAC can do better :)
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts (both of them so far)
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kakashi! -swoon- ... or L
  • Personal Quote: I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I ended up where I intended to be.
  • Tools of the Trade: Whatever's lying around when I start...

So my dA membership runs out in 3 weeks or something... if I can afford it (which I can) should I renew it? 

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3 deviants said That's a false dichotomy, you could also spend the money on something else!! (Comment)
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2 deviants said No

Comments


:iconjazzimini:
Thank you for the :+fav:s Jazzy! :D
:iconjazzysatindoll:
Always welcome!

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Isn't this enough? Just this world.
Just this beautiful, complex, wonderfully unfathomable, *natural* world. How does it so fail to hold our attention that we have to diminish it with the invention of cheap man-made myths and monsters?
:iconangelus-ab-acroama:
Thanks for the favourite :)

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Angelus
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~*~ With my long lost love
Under the black rose.
You told I had the eyes of a wolf
Search them and find the beauty of the beast. ~*~
:iconjazzysatindoll:
Very welcome :D

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Isn't this enough? Just this world.
Just this beautiful, complex, wonderfully unfathomable, *natural* world. How does it so fail to hold our attention that we have to diminish it with the invention of cheap man-made myths and monsters?
:iconmbryn:
Thanks for the fave, Jazz. :hug:

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"Writers aren't exactly people...they're a whole lot of people trying to be one person." --F. Scott Fitzgerald.

"Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia." --E.L. Doctorow.
:iconjazzysatindoll:
Very welcome thar.

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Isn't this enough? Just this world.
Just this beautiful, complex, wonderfully unfathomable, *natural* world. How does it so fail to hold our attention that we have to diminish it with the invention of cheap man-made myths and monsters?
:iconsno2:
Thanks for the fav' ;)
:iconjazzysatindoll:
You're most welcome :)

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Isn't this enough? Just this world.
Just this beautiful, complex, wonderfully unfathomable, *natural* world. How does it so fail to hold our attention that we have to diminish it with the invention of cheap man-made myths and monsters?
:iconmagikalmaintenance:
THANKS FOR THE FAVE ON THE TEA SONG, FELLOW HITCHER. plz join our club :iconhoopy-froods: for a discount on pangalactic gargle blasters. (i didnt think that would be hard to type but it ISSSSS) C:
teehee
*sips tea*

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.:. Procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday.. .:.
:iconjazzysatindoll:
Hehe already a member :D

And pangalactic gargle blasters is only hard to type after you've actually drunk one :nod:

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Isn't this enough? Just this world.
Just this beautiful, complex, wonderfully unfathomable, *natural* world. How does it so fail to hold our attention that we have to diminish it with the invention of cheap man-made myths and monsters?

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